Smileing hurts! (Love/Happiness)

Valentines day was coming up. The dance decorations were being prepared, I was planning to ask that special someone to the dance. Knowing he would porbaly say no I decided to back down at the last minuete. The feeling i got when i was around him, was something that I had never gotten before. The feeling where your breathless when ever you see him. Or how the incredible pain in your stomach when he hugs you. When every time he talks or smiles at you, your face feels burning hot.
Class was about to start, then finally i see him walk through the door, he flips his hair then sits down. Suddenly i realise i couldnt breathe, after a couple seconds my lungs finally decided to work. Sitting there infront of him, wondering if he knew that I couldn't breathe for that brief moment. Everyday in class i turn around and talk to him. But today i just didnt feel up to it. But suddenly i feel a light tap on my left shoulder, i turn around and see him there smileing at me. My face felt boiling hot, we started to talk, typeing and talking at the same time was complicated, and usually i messed up. But personally i thought it was worth it. I finally thought he was going to show me how he felt and ask me to the dance, but then the bell rang and my big smile quickley turned into a gloomy frown. The twinkle in my eyes quicly subsided, I packed up and walked out the door.
Walking down the hallway, laughing soo hard untill it hurt, goofing around and falling on the ground with my friends allways picked up my bad mood. Smileing, and eyes sparking. Walking around the crowded school hallways, pushing past everyone in sight. Finally it was time to go to class. Another hour and a half of pure toucher, and again, he was in that class, so i had to deal with the lack of air in my lungs, the fact that it felt like my face was going to boil of, or how i was dieing for him to realize that i wanted him to ask me to the dance. He only had a little bit more time to ask. Sadly i tought it wasnt going to happen.
It was time for the dance, tickets in our hands, me and my five friends line up to get inside the gym, people pushing and shoving around us, we huddle closer and closer together, untill we get past the teachers hand them our tickets and now were off to the dance. Noticing we were the only ones dance we laughed and just kept on doing out thing. We decided to merge to the front, suddenly a slow song pops on, i was frantically looking around to see if i could see him, sadly I did. He was slow danceing with another girl, seeing that just broke my heart, unrealizing that he hurt me, he decided to come up and ask me to dance at the next slow song. Then i figured out that my friend told him that i was upset, i said no. I wasnt taking a pitty dance.
The dance had gone by so fast, dancing like crazy, running around. I realized I made a big mistake I wanted to dance with him! Again, my stomach had butterflies, i wanted to find him, then i remember how foolish I was, turning him down and then asking him again. Now that would be embaressing. So i decided to dance with my friends again. Smileing was all I could do, I wasn't letting anyone ruin my dance. Suddenly someone comes up to me and tells me that he wanted to dance with me, i was excited, but while he was coming over, i decided i wanted to dance with my best friend. We had fun they suddenly i notice hes right behind me, I let go and turn and start to dance, my stomach started to hurt, even worse then it usually did when he hugged me. But my happiness stopped the pain from making me want to curly up in a ball and start to cry. I was smileing from ear to ear, very soon that smile started to hurt, so i changed it into a small grin. Happiness overwhelmed me, i had a feeling the dimples on my face would be permanet. But then the lights turned on, forcing me to shut my eyes, being in the dark for about 2 hours doesnt do good when the lights turned on. His grip getting tighter, he started squeezing me. The dance was over, i completly amazing dace, and the most amazing hug. I was shaking from all the happiness. That was one of the best things that had ever happened to me. Still smileing as I walk home, it hurt so bad. But i just couldnt stop! There was nothing that could bring down my mood now. I dropped my back back on the ground, danced for a bit, opened the front pocket on my backpack, grabbed out my phone. Laughed a bit with my friends. Went onto my contacts list on my phone, scrolled down untill I saw his name, slide my phone to the full keybored and started typeing "Baby its a fact, you and I were ment to be" clicked send, stuck my phone into my pocket, and wait for the response. Happiness is hard to find sometimes with love, it can be dangerous, depressing, but in the end its worth it.